fretful disposition

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amidst the plethora of life’s vital essence
he finds no harmony nor even ample breathing space
relentlessly he battles to conquer what is rightfully his
with no victory in sight,
a ravaged exterior he embraces as the sole reward of his fight

he knows not virtue nor honour has he cognized
wavering are his principles, his ingenuity never realized
incessant are his desires and gluttonous his wants
flawed are his qualities, lacks he the adroitness to flaunt

on the path of insurmountable challenge he wilfully stumbles
looses his footing and elementary tasks he often fumbles
yet the faith to march-on remains undaunted
the credence for success untainted

why is this strength in the face of inevitable fallibility not the strength we yonder?
why are we constantly enamoured by momentary splendour?
will we ever grasp the allure of the journey?
or will we forever be victimized by the destination craving tourney?


--dreamer




With kind permission of Matt Xis



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Failed Suicide Plan - Selftitled

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 Homepage | Myspace

Failed Suicide Plan, a screamo/hardcore band from Germany, gave me their newest release to put it on my blog. Quite brutal, passionate stuff...I like it! You can buy it for 4 € + shipping. Here their band-bio:
Failed Suicide Plan started in Erfurt, Germany, in summer 2005 as a side project by Stefan, Bjarne and Erbse, but it soon became our main musical project. Some moths later we found Peter, former member of PlanK (r.i.p), as singer. In 2006 after only two gigs we had to search for a new man tacking the drumming duties and we finally found Steppl (Kellerasseln, Fazed (r.i.p)). With this lineup we recorded in summer 2007 our first record, a split with the italian screamo band Al Freddo(r.i.p.), that came out in deecmber 2007 on Frohike and tumorati Di Dio records, both from Italy.
In 2009 we recorded new songs that since are available now on a completely DIY CD-R release since november 2009.
FSP is since 2007 playing around, mostly in "east" germay, but we played also in Italy, Slovenia, Romania, Swizerland an Slovakia.

Artist: Failed Suicide Plan
Title: Failed Suicide Plan
Format: CD-R
Label: -
Year: 2009
Genre: HC-Punk touched by Screamo or something like that
Country: Germany
Length: 23:03 min
Bitrate: 320 kbps
Tracklist:

01. Magic mirror
02. Bilderbuchwelt
03. The player
04. Eisbär
05. Frühling
06. Hc
07. Zombiedancer

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Adorno - Said and unsaid

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 Adorno @ Myspace

Yay, the new Adorno release is out! For those who don't know the band - Adorno is a fourpiece from Portugal that plays very nice melodic emocore stuff. I already had the pleasure to see them live and I can tell you their drummer is amazing, hehe. Very likeable band anyway. Some reviews say that the sound on this 7'' is more post-rock than emo, but I don't think so...

Artist: Adorno
Title: Said and unsaid
Format: Vinyl (7'')
Label: Adagio830, Purepainsugar
Year: 2010
Genre: Emo, Post-Hardcore
Country: Portugal
Length: 11:32 min
Bitrate: 207 kbps VBR
Tracklist:

01. One Thirty Six
02. Uncharted maps
03. Untitled
04. Said and unsaid

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ps: I'm very busy these months, but I won't give up this blog. Even If I don't have the time for uploading stuff everyday, I will come arround regularly and try to answer your questions and fill requests.

CMAR 2010

Crossing the Blues, University of the Nations, Social Work and Education, Shop Clothes Online, Radiology Information Social Work and Education Yo punks
y'all know the CRY ME A RIVER Fest in Germany. Now it's time for the 10th strike!
This is the official news:

HEY PUNKS AND FRIENDS,

we re proud to present you one of the largest lineups in the history of CMAR Fest :
THE SADDEST LANDSCAPE
TITAN
ALPINIST
GRINDING HALT
RESURRECTIONISTS
DING DONG DEAD
HAMMERS
FARGO
ZANN
ME AND GOLIATH
MILVAINS
DOLCIM
PLANKS
COMADRE
PUNCH
GLASSES
ISAIAH
BATTLE OF WOLF 359
MERKIT
DOLCIM
DANSE MACABRE
JUNE PAIK
LOUISE CYPHRE tbc

unfortenately we re not able to organize a third day so these will be two days packed with awesomeness :)

the fest will take place at last years W6 in Peckeloh / Versmold again on the 25th and 26th of JUNE one week after Trashfest for all you travellers.

necessary buisness facts :

Weekend "Ticket" : 23 Euros
Single Day "Ticket" : 15 Euros

we ll charge a small fee for camping again : 5 euro per tent [not per person]

you can pay via paypal to label@reactwithprotest.org [add 5% for fees] or write us for bank account details to xdancetodeathx@yahoo.de .

IF YOU WANT FAST REPLIES - SEND AN EMAIL - NOT MSG ON MYSPACE!!

i m sure i forgot something but there ll be some updates sooner or later anyway.

have fun!
xxxlars

Yes! I think I'll be there. :)

RANDOM BOYS 2010 (14)

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Locked Groove 2.0

Crossing the Blues, University of the Nations, Social Work and Education, Shop Clothes Online, Radiology Information Social Work and Education Heyhey. Das E-Zine "Locked Groove" ist jetzt erreichbar unter www.lockedgroove.de und hat ein neu überarbeitetes Design und Logo und überhaupt ist alles geil! Also checkt das mal.

Growing 20's - George Carlin

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This might have been written a while back but is so relevant for today's 20somethings!

Growing 20's

They call it the "Quarter-life Crisis." It is when you stop going along with the crowd and start realizing that there are many things about
yourself that you didn't know and may not like.


You start feeling insecure and wonder where you will be in a year or
two, but then get scared because you barely know where you are now. You start realizing that people are selfish and that, maybe, those friends that you thought you were so close to aren't exactly the greatest people you have ever met, and the, people you have lost touch with are some of the most important ones.


What you don't recognize is that they are realizing that too, and
aren't really cold, catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as confused as you. You look at your job... and it is not even close to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe you are looking for a job and realizing that you are going to have to start at the bottom and that scares you.


Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what others are doing and find yourself judging more than usual because suddenly you realize that you have certain boundaries in your life and are constantly adding things to your list of what is acceptable and what isn't. One minute, you are insecure and then the next, secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest force of your life. You feel alone and scared and confused.
Suddenly, change is the enemy and you try and cling on to the past with dear life, but soon realize that the past is drifting further and further away, and there is nothing to do but stay where you are or move
forward.


You get your heart broken and wonder how someone you loved could do such damage to you. Or you lie in bed and wonder why you can't meet anyone decent enough that you want to get to know better. Or maybe you love someone but love someone else too and cannot figure out why you are doing this because you know that you aren't a bad person. One night stands and random hook ups start to look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an idiot don't seem as fun. You go through the same emotions and questions over and over, and talk with your friends about the
same topics because you cannot seem to make a decision.


You worry about loans, money, the future and making a life for
yourself... and while winning the race would be great, right now you'd just like to be a contender!


What you may not realize is that everyone reading this relates to it. We are in our best of times and our worst of times, trying as hard as we can to figure this whole thing out. "Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away." It's really amazing when two strangers become the best of friends, but it is really sad when the best of friends become two strangers! "Give time to love, give time to speak, and give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind"

-George Carlin

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ANDY SIXX = BVB = BLACK VEIL BRIDES

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"Be yourself and never let anyone tell you otherwise"
proclaims Black Veil Brides front man Andy Six

Hello My name is Andy, I sing for a band called Black
Veil Brides,check us out at

www.myspace.com/blackveilbridesmusic
This is my only social networking profile, apart from
Twitter. My twitter acount is AndysixBVB
I love meeting fans and kids who dig what we do so
feel free to send me messages, comments, etc.

I will try and respond as often as possible<3

Follow me on Twitter! @AndysixBVB

Male
20 years old
Hollywood, California
United States

"Black Veil Brides have created such a furious internet buzz
that they already have thousands of dedicated fans –
and they have yet to release their debut album!"

Kristen Dunleavy -myMag.com

Black Veil Brides on Myspace

Andy on Myspace

Videos on Buzznet

More pictures of Andy

On Photobucket1

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On Buzznet

The debut video from THE BLACK VEIL BRIDES, directed by Patrick Fogarty.
Visit the band's official myspace www.myspace.com/blackveilbridesmusic for more info on the band as well as release date news for the "Knives and Pens" single.

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