Spaceman Spiff - Bodenangst

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Spaceman Spiff is new a singer/songwriter hailing from my region here in Germany/Bavaria.
- wenn ihr sowas wie Senore Matze Rossi mögt seid ihr hier richtig!
Spread it!! Tell it all your friends! (he said to me it would be nice)

http//www.myspace.com/sentimentalescheisse

01. Gedankenstricke
02. Ab heute immer jetzt
03. Egal
04. Melancholie und ich
05. Zeit zu bleiben
06. 100 000 Kilometer
07. Nächstes Mal Riesenrad
08. Hier und der Wahnsinn
09. Bodenangst
10. Yellow brick road
11. Gedankenstricke II

info: 2008 / 44:37 min / 192 kBits / 55.3 mb

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Us, haunted bodies - Selftitled (One-sided 7'')

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Us, haunted bodies is a screamo/emo violence band from USA/San Francisco. The band was founded in 2006, split up towards the end of 2006 but reformed halfway through 2007.

http://www.myspace.com/ushauntedbodies

01. We and that what we've become
02. Untitled
03. The unreported resistance
04. Austere asceticism

info: 2006 / 4:07 min / 192 kBits / 5.6 mb

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Thanx to math for this!

Age - Selftitled (2x7'')

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http://www.myspace.com/ageuberalles

01. Guilt
02. Shame
03. Ladder
04. Wimmin in a box
05. Determined truth
06. Opfer
07. Harmonie

info: 1992 / 24:53 min / 192 kBits / 34.2 mb

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Jet Black - Selftitled (7'')

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http://www.myspace.com/tributetojetblack

01. ...und wir wussten es besser
02. November
03. Indifferent
04. Zeit

info: 2002 / 11:26 min / 192 kBits / 15.9 mb

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Orchid - Selftitled (Gatefold CD/12'')

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http://www.myspace.com/chaosisorchid

01. Amherst Pandemonium (Part 1)
02. Amherst Pandemonium (Part 2)
03. Chaos Ain't Me
04. Loft Party
05. I wanna Fight
06. A Visit Form Dr. Goodsex
07. We Love Prison
08. Fashion Meets Passion
09. Trail Of The Unknown Body (Instrumental)
10. Class Pictures
11. No We Don't Have Any T-Shirts
12. Dissadents In Love
13. Flip The Tape
14. Anals Nin By Numbers
15. Tigers
16. Let's Commodify Sexuality
17. Discourse Of Desire
18. None More Black
19. Impersonating Martin Rev

info: 2002 / 24:52 min / 160 kBits / 28.8 mb

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Orchid - Dance tonight! Revolution tomorrow! / Chaos is me (CD)

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The Dance tonight! Revolution tomorrow - 10'' and the Chaos is me - 12'' together on one cd. I think everbody here knows Orchid (or has to know them!)

http://www.myspace.com/chaosisorchid

01. Destination: Blood
02. To Praise Prosthesis
03. Lights Out
04. Anna Karina
05. Am Nietzche
06. Victory Is Ours
07. Don't Rat Out Your Friends
08. Black Hills
09. Show Delay At The Frankfurt School
10. ...And The Cat Turned To Smoke
11. Le Desordre, C'est Moi
12. Aesthetic Dialectic
13. In G And E
14. New Jersey Vs. Valhalla
15. Weekend At The Fire Academy
16. Framecode
17. The Action Index
18. Death Of A Modernist
19. Boy With No Arms
20. Invasion U.S.A.
21. Epilogue Of A Car Crash

info: 2000 / 34:33 min / 224 kBits / 52.2 mb

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Gtuk - Illusions to the max

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3rd album of this 8bit-grind-nintendocore-whatever artist! Totally crazy stuff.

http://www.myspace.com/gtuk

01. Serious Serious Serious
02. Declamatory stupidismus
03. Du nimmst mir zu viel vor!
04. Der Schein lügt!
05. I dig a hole and put my head into it
06. Illusions to the max
07. Run!
08. Ich sag ja doch nur was du hören willst
09. Dream 1
10. Dream 2
11. Awake
12. Happy birthday dresscodes
13. I really think that I sometimes loose the sense
14. Ich steh auf Kriegsfuß mit der objektiven Realität
15. Life-Earth Festival saves our beautiful planet from the apocalypse
16. Die Sachen stehen im Weg rum
17. Hi top shoes lo-fi tekno!
18. Seitdem ich ein Macbook mit eingebauter Cam hab bin ich viel muskulöser geworden, weil ich meine Profilfotos immer aus der Vogelperspektive schieße!
19. Kill your local gender!

info: 2008 / 30:53 min / 320 kBits / 54.58 mb

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Omayra Sanchez - Selftitled Demo (CDR)

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Omayra Sanchez is a screamo band from Chile founded in 2008. They sent me a mail and asked me to put their new demo on my blog. According to their Myspace site, their influences are bands like Tristan Tzara, Jeromes Dream, Orchid or Cease upon the capitol. So you know what you can expect :) Check them out!

http://www.myspace.com/omayrasanchez

01. Intro
02. El arbol reducido a hoja
03. Crisis
04. Dos puertas y una sola llave
05. La Vida Corta
06. Astaroth (pentagrama del desahucio)
07. A conversation with myself...

info: 2008 / 16:32 min / 160 kBits / 19.6 mb

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Emo or Not! - This Boy is HOT! - JUSTIN (16 years)

Crossing the Blues, University of the Nations, Social Work and Education, Shop Clothes Online, Radiology Information Social Work and Education Alex Evans got famous for his pictures being circulated on the net.
These boys in this "series" surely should or could be more famous!

If there is one boy you like, you surely want to see more pictures of him!

This will be the first of the new "Emo Series Boys"

Be my guest:









Profile: Helllooooooo ^^, I'm justin. I'm gemini, I'm hot. Lmao!!!! I like stuff =] like...colour and and um....stars... I'm 16, and play in a band called: Postbox love!






SEE MORE OF JUSTIN ON FACEBOOK, LOCATION: JOHANNESBURG - SOUTH AFRICA

Emo Boys Shirtless (Part 2)

Crossing the Blues, University of the Nations, Social Work and Education, Shop Clothes Online, Radiology Information Social Work and Education For those of you who go crazy seeing emo boys with their shirt off, here's a follow up on part 1!
With part 3 to follow soon!

Also watch out for the "Emo Series Boys"!
These will be 2 or more pics of the same boy!

Four Hundred Years - The new imperialism

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Four Hundred Years was a melodic screamo/post-hardcore band from USA/Virginia. They were only together for just over two years, but they produced two full-length releases and a compilation of singles.

http://www.myspace.com/400yearsofslavery

01. If you're a joke I don't get it
02. The new imperialism
03. How about we both stop lying to each other
04. They weren't hiding it at all
05. Don't let the door hit you on your way out
06. Philadelphia
07. Who is driving this thing anyway?
08. Sleepwalker

info: 2000 / 28:55 min / 128 kBits / 25.8 mb

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Mineral - The power of falling

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Mineral was a prominent mid-90's indie/emo band from USA/Texas

http://www.myspace.com/mineralmusic

01. Five, eight and ten
02. Gloria
03. Slower
04. Dolorosa
05. 80-37
06. If I could
07. July
08. Silver
09. Take the picture now
10. Parking lot
11. Sadder star

info: 1997 / 52:06 min / 128 kBits / 47.3 mb

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World's Away

Crossing the Blues, University of the Nations, Social Work and Education, Shop Clothes Online, Radiology Information Social Work and Education We pave the roads we take
We bend before we break

Across the world with you
Across the world with you

The love you never found
Was right here all along

Waiting here for you
Waiting here for you

When words mean nothing I'll be here singing On and on and on and on
Worlds away I'll still be singing On and on and on and on

I know you feel like you've come to far
But you can always trace your steps back to the start
Tearing down what you had tried to build
Sometimes earthquakes have a chance to kill

When words mean nothing I'll be here singing On and on and on and on
Worlds away I'll still be singing On and on and on and on

When words mean nothing I'll be here singing On and on and on and on
Whoa
Worlds away I'll still be singing On and on and on and on
Whoa Whoa Whoa Whoa

When words mean nothing I'll be here singing On and on and on and on
Worlds away I'll still be singing On and on and on and on

When Flying Feels Like Falling

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[x2]
It's days like these, that make me feel,
Like I want to bleed through my heart again.
It's days like these, that make me feel,
Like I might as well be on my own again.
I take back everything I said, about loving you.
Now that you've left me on the ground,
I can fly away to someone new.
Don't pretend like I don't know you're untrue.
I never meant to bring you
(down)
Nothing but good
(intentions)
I never meant to bring you
(down)

[x2]
Take it back,
(Take it back)
This time.
(This time)
I'll just move on.
I'll just move on.

[x3]
Take my heart,
(Take my heart)
Make it gray,
(Make it gray)
I'll never forget.
(I'll never forget)

The Levy

Crossing the Blues, University of the Nations, Social Work and Education, Shop Clothes Online, Radiology Information Social Work and Education Now...

Rise, rise, rise to fall
I never cared, never cared to try until now
To find home
The distance grows as the ground approaches

Faith, at least in the form of gravity
Keeps me low at the ladder
Time to crawl to the salty heel that pins my life

Rise, rise, rise to fall
I never cared, never cared to try until now
To find home
The distance grows as the ground approaches

Now...

Rise, rise, rise to fall
I never cared, never cared to try until now
To find home
The distance grows as the ground approaches

Climb, climb, climb to fall
Climb, climb, climb to fall

The Latest Plague

Crossing the Blues, University of the Nations, Social Work and Education, Shop Clothes Online, Radiology Information Social Work and Education What would you say, if this blemished face,
This blemished face with a crooked nose
Had a chance to say whatever he wanted
From his blemished world of the unknown?

Would you give a fuck if all that you heard
Were nouns and verbs like shallow heartache?
The sound of victory blowing up your world, world

Fake faces everywhere I see,
Fake people looking back at me
Sit down, don't tell me,
Don't tell me where I don't belong

Fake faces everywhere I see,
Fake people looking back at me
Sit down, don't tell me,
Don't tell me where I don't belong

Oh, I heard a sick sad voice (Oh),
It was honesty, I turned to her and said,
We need to be medicated;
And you're the prescription,
For a forced out vision
If you're with me, we'll send the critics to hell
With the sound of our voices

Fake faces everywhere I see,
Fake people looking back at me
Sit down, don't tell me,
Don't tell me where I don't belong

Fake faces everywhere I see,
Fake people looking back at me
Sit down, don't tell me
Where I don't belong

All you better-thans that fed us shit,
Will be knocked on the floor,
So don't you place your bets just yet
All you treasure sleepers feed on shit,
You'll be knocked on the floor,
So don't you place...

Fake faces everywhere I see,
Fake people looking back at me
Sit down, don't tell me,
Don't tell me where I don't belong

Fake faces everywhere I see,
Fake people looking back at me
Sit down, don't tell me
Where I don't belong

Secrets Don't Make Friends

Crossing the Blues, University of the Nations, Social Work and Education, Shop Clothes Online, Radiology Information Social Work and Education This place is a bloodbath
And we won't be taken alive
We stand alone
Under fictitious skies

You were always my enemy and carefully crafted my demise
You were always my enemy and carefully crafted my demise
Our hearts beat strong under fictitious skies
You were always my enemy, you suck the life out of me

Your words are deadly weapons
Killing me, destroying me
Your words are deadly weapons
Scatter my brains across the wall

You were my compass
Leading me to nowhere fast
Promises were lonely roads
I followed you down like a map

You were always my enemy and carefully crafted my demise
You were always my enemy and carefully crafted my demise
Our hearts beat strong under fictitious skies
You were always my enemy, you suck the life out of me

Your words are deadly weapons
Killing me, destroying me
Your words are deadly weapons
Scatter my brains across the wall

Fuck you
Secrets don't make friends
Secrets don't make friends
Secrets don't make friends
Secrets don't make...

Your words are deadly weapons
Killing me, destroying me

Your words are deadly weapons
Killing me, destroying me
Your words are deadly weapons
Scatter my brains across the wall.

Your words are deadly weapons (Secrets don't make friends)
Killing me, destroying me
Your words are deadly weapons (Secrets don't make friends)
Scatter my brains across the wall

Secrets don't (Secrets don't make friends) make friends
(Secrets don't make friends)
Secrets don't (Secrets don't make friends) make friends
(Secrets don't make friends)

Regrets And Romance

Crossing the Blues, University of the Nations, Social Work and Education, Shop Clothes Online, Radiology Information Social Work and Education Now I see the truth in your eyes.
This time it could be forever.
Now I see the truth in your eyes.
Tell me what you're looking for.

To fall asleep with you would be heaven;
For once this dream won't be short lived.
Take me with you show me all life's splendors.

I've been waiting for life's last breath.
I've been waiting for life's last breath.

The world wouldn't turn without you;
Breathing it's air, I'd take you anywhere.
For once this is one of those dreams
That I can spare, but you'd rather spare me.
Now I see the truth in your eyes.
This time it could be forever.
I'll trust you if you'll just trust me.
Tell me what you're looking for.
Now I see the truth in your eyes.
This time it will be forever.
I'll trust you if you'll just trust me.
If this isn't what you wanted, then tell me what is.
Tell me

And our roles have been filled, as they should
With hidden messages in secret songs.
This is my last breath of air, your last chance to love.


[Another version of this song, supposed to be a demo one:]

Now I see the truth in your eyes.
This time it will last forever.
Now I see the truth in your eyes.
Tell me what you're looking for.

To fall asleep with you would be heaven;
For once this dream won't be short lived.
Take me with you show me all life's splendors.

I've been waiting for life's last breath.
I've been waiting for life's last breath.

The world wouldn't turn without you;
Breathing it's air, I'd take you anywhere.
For once this is one of those dreams
That I can spare, but you'd rather spare me.
Now I see the truth in your eyes.
This time it will be forever.
I'll trust you if you'll just trust me.
Tell me what you're looking for.
Now I see the truth in your eyes.
This time it will be forever.
I'll trust you if you'll just trust me.
If this isn't what you wanted, then tell me what is.

But our roles have been filled, as they should
With hidden messages in secret songs.
This is my last breath of air.

I'll never miss it, the way you regret
Everything means everyone
The second I thought
That I had it all
You were the first one
To tell me I'm wrong

I'll never accept, the way you regret
Everything means everyone
The second I thought
That I had it all
You were the first one
To tell me I'm wrong

But you were my light
In darkness and darkness is
Everything, that's all I need
So live all your days,
As if we have never met
They'll be better than ones we've spent

Ride The Wings Of Pestilence

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Hiding behind the shadows
I'll be waiting in the dark
To drive this blade straight through your heart
I'll drag your body to the car
As blood races down my arm
I think everyone will wonder where you are (tonight)

I'll hide you in my walls
Your body will never be found
I'll wear your skin As a suit pretend to be you
Your friends will like you more then they used do.

Dear diary my teen angst bullshit has a body count! (count!)
I believe it's six going on seven now!!! (seven now!!!)

I've been dreaming about you
In a pool of your own blood,
With your eyes gouged out
By the work of my thumbs,
The scent of your insides
From under the floor boards,
The perfect perfume
For settling a score!

I'll hide you in my walls
Your body will never be found
I'll wear your skin as a suit, pretend to be you
Your friends will like you more than they used to (to!)
Pretend to be you, your friends will like you more than they used to (to!)


Ride the wings of....
Ride the wings of..
Ride the wings of Pestilence!!
Ride the wings of Pestilence!!
Ride the wings of Pestilence!!
Ride the wings of Pestilence!!

Populace In Two

Crossing the Blues, University of the Nations, Social Work and Education, Shop Clothes Online, Radiology Information Social Work and Education Your memories will always haunt me like a ghost
To put it nicely I hope you choke
A poet of sorts but not enough, to give you an eyesore
Its hard to swallow with your hands around my throat
I'm sick and tired of I told you so
You can call me at home but I know better than to answer the phone
When people ask about the last time that we spoke
I let the stitches do the talking for the most, part
And I leave out how you threw a lamp through my front window

Just burn the photographs and bury all the pages that we knew
In short, this is a long goodbye to unexpecting you
Just burn the photographs and bury all the pages that we knew
In short, this is a long goodbye to unexpecting you

Even if I spend 2004 listening to morrissey in my car
I'm better off alone, than I would be in your arms
Even if I spend 2004 listening to morrissey in my car
I'm better off alone, than I would be in your arms
In your arms,
I'm better off alone (In your arms)

Just burn the photographs and bury all the pages that we knew
In short, this is a long goodbye to unexpecting you
Just burn the photographs and bury all the pages that we knew
In short, this is a long goodbye to unexpecting you

(Instrumental)

Just burn the photographs and bury all the pages that we knew
In short, this is a long goodbye to unexpecting you
Just burn the photographs and bury all the pages that we knew
In short, this is a long goodbye to unexpecting you

To unexpecting you
To unexpecting you
(Just burn the photographs)
To unexpecting you
(Bury the memories)
To unexpecting you

Note To Self

Crossing the Blues, University of the Nations, Social Work and Education, Shop Clothes Online, Radiology Information Social Work and Education Two roads
Split off from here,
And my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier
Between who I am, and who I want to be.

I wanted to be that breath of fresh air,
When everything smelled so insincere.
But this taste still lingers in my mouth,
Deceit has ways of sticking around.
And I'm ready to disappear,
Vacation seems far, seems far from here.

Note to self:
I miss you terribly.
This is what we call a tragedy.
Come back to me, come back to me, to me.
Note to self:
I miss you terribly.
This is what we call a tragedy.
Come back to me, back to me, to me.

I can feel my mind, wandering again.
Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving, faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene,
I need to break the routine.

I can feel my mind, wandering again.
Into where I don't know, and will I ever get home?
Time starts moving, faster than I can.
And I'm sick of this scene,
I need to break the routine.

Two roads
Split off from here,
And my life goes running in opposite directions.
Exaggerating the barrier between who I am, and who I want to be.

Which part of me is lost?
I feel so close, and yet I am so far.
Which part of me is lost?
I feel so close, and yet I am so...far!

My Heart Your Hands

Crossing the Blues, University of the Nations, Social Work and Education, Shop Clothes Online, Radiology Information Social Work and Education Here's a letter, I'm writing to You.
Of all the things, I never could have said (And it's the truth).
It's the letter, You're burning from Me.
Of all the things, YOU NEVER WANTED TO HEAR!

I don't know what I, I'm trying to say.
STENCIL IN YOUR HEART, INTO ANOTHERS HANDS!
And You're saying.. NOTHING AT ALL!
NOTHING! AT ALL!

I don't know what I, I'm trying to say.
STENCIL IN YOUR HEART INTO ANOTHERS HANDS!
And You say it best... MY HEART YOUR HANDS!
MY HEART! YOUR HANDS!

CAN YOU FEEL IT BURN?
CAN YOU?
CAN YOU FEEL IT BURN?
CAN YOU?
CAN YOU FEEL IT BURN?
(BURN INSIDE, BURN BURN INSIDE YOUR HEART!
BURN INSIDE YOUR HEART!)

HERE'S A LETTER, I'M WRITING TO YOU!
OF ALL THE THINGS, I NEVER COULD HAVE SAID!
IT'S THE LETTER, YOU'RE BURNING FROM ME!
OF ALL THE THINGS YOU NEVER WANTED TO HEAR!

I don't know what I, I'm trying to say.
STENCIL IN MY HEART, INTO ANOTHERS HANDS!
And You're saying... NOTHING AT ALL!
NOTHING! AT ALL!
NOTHING! AT ALL!


I don't know what I, I'm trying to say.
STENCIL IN YOUR HEART INTO ANOTHERS HANDS!
And You say it best... My heart Your hands..

(Close Your eyes..)
(Close Your eyes..)
(Close Your eyes..)
Close Your eyes and think of Me.
I'm taking back everything.
Close Your eyes and think of Me.
I'm taking back everything.

I CAN'T! I CAN'T FORGET YOUR FACE!
Here's a letter, you'll burn
(You're burning from Me..)
I CAN'T! I CAN'T FORGET WHAT YOU'VE SAID!
(You're burning from Me..)
Here's a letter you'll burn
I CAN'T ERASE MY MEMORIES!
Here's a letter, you'll burn
(You're burning from Me..)
IT'S LIKE RUNNING FROM A GHOST!
Here's a letter, you'll burn
You're burning from Me..
You're burning from Me..
I CAN'T FORGET YOUR FACE!
You're burning from Me..
I CAN'T FORGET THE THINGS YOU'VE SAID!

Kiss Me, I'm Contagious

Crossing the Blues, University of the Nations, Social Work and Education, Shop Clothes Online, Radiology Information Social Work and Education I break hearts like the west was won
(they call me the rattlesnake)
Baby, I look like an outlaw
(Like an outlaw baby)
Play poker all day at the saloon
(you cheating bastard)
I'll get you in the saddle soon, soon , oh yeah

We won't back down
(bang bang guns go bang)
From a fight
(bang bang guns go bang)
Ninety paces west
(bang bang guns go bang)
At noon we draw to
We draw to death
We draw to death
We draw to death
We draw to death
We draw to death, oh yeah

There was a man from way back west
(desperado ain't got shit on me)
He took 12 rounds straight to the chest
(that's two six shooters to be exact)
At night this town, remains awake
(for they keep their eyes wide open)
In terror of the rattlesnake

I bite it but i don't light it
(this town ain't big enough for the both of us)
I'll use the rope and i'll ride her
Two barrels and a whole lotta bang
And when i'm done with it
This town will never be the same


We won't back down
(bang bang guns go bang)
From a fight
(bang bang guns go bang)
Ninety paces west
(bang bang guns go bang)
At noon we draw to,
We draw to death
We draw to death
We draw to death
We draw to death
We draw to death, oh yeah

Can i touch your legs
Do i make you sweat
(x6)

I Liked You Better Before You Were Naked On The Internet

Crossing the Blues, University of the Nations, Social Work and Education, Shop Clothes Online, Radiology Information Social Work and Education It's amazing what you'll find when you just open your eyes
Sometimes love can leave you blind
But still you try, to cover all the lies and ignore all the signs
Sometimes love can leave you blind

What i thought was a certainty(was a certainty)
Has left me(left me)
Spinning in circles again

Comparing to the last time that we had spoke it seems to
Me that you're not happy, like you used to be

To you i'm like a flavor that wouldn't last
You took one bite and spat me out real fast

And now this mark remains, it will never ever go away
And now this mark remains, it will never ever go away
And now this mark remains, it will never ever go away

Featuring Some Of Your Favorite Words

Crossing the Blues, University of the Nations, Social Work and Education, Shop Clothes Online, Radiology Information Social Work and Education Words don't seem to come so easy
When I need them oh so badly
Here's to playing tug of war with my vocal chords
Maybe I can give this another
Shot or sing about a broken
Heart, or imitate the way it feels
If this is happening for real

This distance seems closer
When you shove it in my face
This moment has left me with nothing else to say
I'm losing my interest with these empty pages
They're torn, they have frayed edges
This dusty book
Is bothered by my rusty eye and I can't see
No, I can't breathe
Put me on the next page outta here
To live forever on this paper
Capture this void and fill it with the frenzy in my voice

Killing time by drawing faces that stare back at me from the margins
In a sea of 8 and a half by elevens
I'm drowning in...
Treading through run on sentences
And sinking into empty text
I'll swallow the salt
And spit a few dry words out

This distance seems closer
When you shove it in my face
This moment has left me with nothing else to say
I'm losing my interest with these empty pages
They're torn, they have frayed edges
This dusty book
Is bothered by my rusty eye and I can't see
No, I can't breathe
Put me on the next page outta here
To live forever on this paper
Capture this void and fill it with the frenzy in my voice

No matter what I say, no matter what I write here,
I'm sick of always looking at this page with a blank stare
You never seem to know, and they never seem to tell you
Words don't always come as easily as you might want them to

Throw this paper into fire and take me with it
Just take me with it
Throw this paper into fire, into fire, yeah
Throw this paper into fire, into this fire
Throw this paper into fire and throw me with it
Just throw me with it

Hidden Track

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Girl you must think that I'm crazy
But we all know you's a cutie
And you're all like, "Nuh uh boys don't wanna get with me"
Girl please
I can see right through those
Fake colored contacts
Your eyes ain't blue
(I bet that hair's held by glue)

Hey shorty why you playing games
These games were played, the rules were made,
You dropped those names and now you got nothing to say [x2]

It's like that episode of cheaters
And I'm that dude with the gun
Hiding cameras in his bedroom
Girl I know what you've done
I might be your baby's daddy
But that don't mean shit
When every dude on the block
Knows that you're a trick

Hey shorty why you playing games
These games were played, the rules were made,
You dropped those names and now you got nothing to say [x2]

Uh, I'm not a rockstar but I still tend to rock hard
You try to play games tease and try to keep me rock hard
Try to make me slap you and see me in a cop car
Catch me speeding like stock cars expecting me to stop hard
You playing with the mind of the craziest kind
Telling me how much you love me when I know that you're lying
You must be snorting lines if you think that I'm crying
You're manipulating backstabbing cold and conniving
I went from last to first but this is First To Last
I'm the major league playa you can kiss my ass trick

DROP IT LIKE IT'S

HHHHOOOOTTT
Shake it like a salt shaker
HHHOOOTTT
Shake it like a salt shaker
HHHOOOTTT
Shake it like a salt shaker
HHHOOOTTT
Shake it like a salt shaker

Fuck [x6]

Fuck you [x13]

Emily

Crossing the Blues, University of the Nations, Social Work and Education, Shop Clothes Online, Radiology Information Social Work and Education Smiles and her Laughter.
It's the only thing that I've been waiting for
A time, regardless of our Distance, and our Hope, grows greater
Trapped by pretty eyes and letters for all time.
The only thing that I've been waiting for.

I hope it's something Worth the Waiting
'Cause it's the only time that I ever feel Real
Thunder Storms could never stop me.
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily

She's Simple yet Confusing.
Her Sparkling Eyes make me Weak at my words,
They tremble.
Days seem like years in this month of December.
The winter, Coldens me for I have yet to Sleep.
And Never will I give up trying,
'Cause you're everything to me.

I hope it's something Worth the Waiting.
It's the only time that I ever feel Real.
'Cause Thunder Storms could never stop me.
'Cause there's no one in the world like Emily.

There's no one in the world like Emily.

Deliverance!

Crossing the Blues, University of the Nations, Social Work and Education, Shop Clothes Online, Radiology Information Social Work and Education Well baby they're are other ways, and then there is us.
Who stumble mad through the night.
With the constellation.
Get it, Get in.
Everybody wants some.
You won't be much different.

We need deliverance!
Give us deliverance!

Let's rip off the bandage.
Open our mouths like a wound.
We can't embrace the truth.

I'm trying to tell you the grass isn't always greener.
I'm trying to tell you the grass isn't always greener,
From our side of the fence.

Let's all sing the tune.
A declaration of the two
And let's all scream the song
The melody to our cold arms

Now rip off the bandage.
Open our mouths like a wound.
We can't embrace the truth.

I'm trying to tell you the grass isn't always greener.
I'm trying to tell you the grass isn't always greener,
From our side of the fence.

Get real, get free.
If you can live with yourself then the rest will proceed. [x2]

Get real [x4]

Let's rip off the bandage.
Open our mouths like a wound.
We can't embrace the truth.

I'm trying to tell you the grass isn't always greener.
I'm trying to tell you the grass isn't always greener,
From our side of the fence.

Dead Baby Kick Ball

Crossing the Blues, University of the Nations, Social Work and Education, Shop Clothes Online, Radiology Information Social Work and Education Girl, you must think that I'm crazy,
But we all know you's a cutie,
And you're all like, "nuh-uh, boys don't wanna be with me"
Girl, please
I can see right through those
Fake colored contacts;
Your eyes ain't blue, I bet that hair's held by glue

Hey, shorty, why you playing games
To scared to play, the rules were made,
To drop these names, and now you got nothing to say

It's like that episode of cheaters,
And I'm the dude with the gun,
Hiding cameras in your bedroom
Girl, I know what you've done;
I might be your baby's daddy,
But that don't mean shit
When every dude on the block
Knows that you're a trick

Hey, shorty, why you playing games
To scared to play, the rules were made,
To drop these names, and now you got nothing to say

Uh, I'm not a rock star, but I still tend to rock hard
You try to play games, tease and try to keep me rock hard,
Try to make me slap you and see me in a cop car,
Catch me speeding in stock cars, expecting me to stop hard
You playing with the mind of the craziest kind,
Telling me how much you love me when I know that you're lying;
You must be snorting lines if you think that I'm crying
You manipulating backstabbing cold and kaniving,
I went from last to first but this is first to last
I'm the major league player, you can kiss my ass, trick

Drop it like it's hot!
Shake it like a salt shaker
Hot!
Shake it like a salt shaker
Hot!
Shake it like a salt shaker
Hot!
Shake it like a salt shaker

Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck
Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you
Fuck you....

Day By Day

Crossing the Blues, University of the Nations, Social Work and Education, Shop Clothes Online, Radiology Information Social Work and Education Re-trace the steps I took and all things I had,
If I could change it all, then it wouldn't be so bad.
What did I ever do to make it be this way?
If I had the choice then would I even stay?

It's just day by day. (It's just day by day)
There's nothing left that I can give to you,
And what can I say? (And what can I say?)
I regret all those promises I made.

Now that I'm turning to you, all that I can ask,
Is that you let me live your life just how it stands.
Sometimes I feel like I relate to no one else,
So here I am, still searching to find my self (And)

It's just day by day. (It's just day by day)
There's nothing left that I can give to you,
And what can I say? (And what can I say?)
I regret all those promises I made.

It's just day by day. (It's just day by day)
There's nothing left that I can give to you,
And what can I say? (And what can I say?)
I regret all those promises I made.

No!

Christmassacre

Crossing the Blues, University of the Nations, Social Work and Education, Shop Clothes Online, Radiology Information Social Work and Education ALL I GOT THIS YEAR,
WAS THIS LOUSY HEAD TO TEAR
PRESENTS WRAPPED WITH GREED
TURN YOUR BACK AND WALK AWAY

MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS
Give it away!
MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS
Give it away!
MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS
Give it away!
MERRY FUCKING CHRISTMAS

Don't forget your Christmas cheer
'Cause Santa's going to die this year
SANTA'S GOING TO DIE!
SANTA'S GOING TO DIE!
Pete Wentz plays in Fall Out Boy
Here's his number, girls and boys:
847-400-48, 1 and 4.

You better call him, Pete from Fall Out Boy, you better call him.

ALL I WANT THIS YEAR
IS A MODEL AND A BEER
MY QUEEN WILL RULE YOU ALL.
FUCK THIS WORLD AND DECK THE HALLS.

Don't forget your Christmas cheer
'Cause Santa's going to die this year
SANTA'S GOING TO DIE!
SANTA'S GOING TO DIE!
Pete Wentz plays in Fall Out Boy
Here's his number, girls and boys:
847-400-48, 1 and 4.

SLAYING
SLAYING
SLAYING
SLAYING

The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows

Crossing the Blues, University of the Nations, Social Work and Education, Shop Clothes Online, Radiology Information Social Work and Education We saw the western coast
I saw the hospital
Nursed the shore line like a wound
We paint a lovers tryst
We're neither clear nor descript
We kept it safe and slow
The quiet things that no one ever knows

So keep the blood in your head
And keep your feet on the ground
Today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop down
Give up my body in bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lowercases and capitals
(Repeat)

I contemplate the day we wed
Your friends were boring me to death
Your veil was ruined in the rain
By then you'd like to do without
There's nothing new to talk about
And though our kids are blessed
Their parents let them shoulder all the blame

So keep the blood in your head
And keep your feet on the ground
Today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop down
Give up my body in bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lowercases and capitals
(Repeat)

I...lie for...only you...
And I...lie well, hallelujah
I...lie for...only you...
And I... lie well, hallelujah

So keep the blood in your head
And keep your feet on the ground
Today's the day it gets tired
Today's the day we drop down
Give up my body in bed
All for an empty hotel
Wasting words on lowercases and capitals
(Repeat)
(I...lie for...only you...
And I...lie well, hallelujah)

Be-Headed (Marathon Man)

Crossing the Blues, University of the Nations, Social Work and Education, Shop Clothes Online, Radiology Information Social Work and Education Reaching around my pockets
For the right words
It's been a long couple of years
Draggin' ass for a dollar
Here and there
Just looking for a minute
Or a thank you for the effort
I don't care to be here
'Cause my time, my time is running out
To be here
'Cause my time, my time, is running out

The sun's too fat to climb up the horizon
Fuck it
It's been too long a walk, a walk, a walk
To not be headed anywhere
(headed anywhere)
Not be headed anywhere
Too long a walk, a walk, a walk
To not be headed anywhere
(be headed anywhere)
Not be headed anywhere

I've just been digging all around
For something like the truth
That luxury that writhes in all it's fleeting, fading hues
But in the meantime I'll say thanks
My mind, my mind is running out
I appreciate the extra weight
My mind, my mind is running out

The sun's too fat to climb up the horizon
Fuck it
It's been too long a walk, a walk, a walk
To not be headed anywhere
(headed anywhere)
Not be headed anywhere
Too long a walk, a walk, a walk
To not be headed anywhere
(be headed anywhere)
Not be headed anywhere

Too far along have I come (come)
Too far along to give up (up)
Too far along have I come (come)

The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot

Crossing the Blues, University of the Nations, Social Work and Education, Shop Clothes Online, Radiology Information Social Work and Education If it makes you less sad
I will die by your hand
I hope you find out what you want
I already know what I am
And if it makes you less sad
We'll start talking again
And you can tell me how vile
I already know that I am

I'll grow old
And start acting my age
I'll be a brand new day
In a life that you hate
A crown of gold
A heart that's harder than stone
And it hurts a whole lot
But it's missed when it's gone

Call me a safe bet
I'm betting I'm not
I'm glad you can forgive
I'm only hoping as time goes
You can forget

If it makes you less sad
I'll move out of the state
You can keep to yourself
I'll keep out of your way
And if it makes you less sad
I'll take your pictures all down
Every picture you paint
I will paint myself out
It's as cold as a tomb
And it's dark in your room
When I sneak to your bed
To pour salt in your wounds
So call it quits
Or get a grip
Say you wanted a solution
You just wanted to be missed

Call me a safe bet
I'm betting I'm not
I'm glad that you can forgive
I'm only hoping as time goes
You can forget
So you can forget
You can forget

You are calm and reposed
Let your beauty unfold
Pale white like the skin
Stretched over your bones
Spring keeps you ever close
You are second hand smoke
You are so fragile and thin
Standing trial for your sins
Holding onto yourself the best you can
You are the smell before the rain
You are the blood in my veins

Call me a safe bet
I'm betting I'm not
I'm glad that you can forgive
I'm only hoping as time goes
You can forget

Sudden Death In Carolina

Crossing the Blues, University of the Nations, Social Work and Education, Shop Clothes Online, Radiology Information Social Work and Education Last night I swallowed liquor and a lighter
And this morning I threw up fire
But it's nothing new
I've been piecing it together and it's got something to do
With every look thrown like a knife across a crowded room
And every slow and quiet car ride I spent drinking in the backseat
Every stupid melody to every stupid song,
And every stupid word that everybody's hanging on

What difference does this difference in age make?
I know how it ends... she'll kill me quick.
Call 911, I'm already dead but
Someone should be caught and held responsible
For this bloody mess

Last night I fell asleep next to a liar
And I woke up with a shiner
And it's all that I remember from a night spent lying on my back with a view
Of a stone white ceiling and the back of your head
And this quiet dark bed feels like the middle of nowhere
When I'm talking to myself I'd always rather be talking to you
And we beat each other up just like we always do

Call 911, I'm already dead but
What difference does this difference in age make?
I know how it ends... she'll kill me quick.
Someone should be caught and held responsible
For this bloody mess

Call homicide, take the case to court
Cause her lips taste like a loaded gun
I'm her number one chalk outline on the floor
The gathering turned to a mob out on the lawn

They hung her from the bridge on Monday
They dropped her body in the river
(before long... and no one will mention any of this again)
School and work returned to normal before long
Someone should be caught and held responsible

Call 911, I'm already dead but
For this bloody mess

Cause her lips taste like a loaded gun
I'm her number one chalk outline on the floorCall homicide, take the case to court

Sowing Season (Yeah)

Crossing the Blues, University of the Nations, Social Work and Education, Shop Clothes Online, Radiology Information Social Work and Education Was losing all my friends.
Was losing them to drinking and to driving.
Was losing all my friends, but I got them back.

I am on the mend.
At least now I can say that I am trying.
And I hope you will forget things I still lack.

Yeah. Yeah.

Is it in you now,
To barely hear the truth that you have spoken?
Twisted up by knaves,
To make a trap for fools.

Is it in you now,
To watch the things you gave your life to broken?
And stoop and build them up with worn out tools.

Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah, yeah. (Oh.)
Yeah.

Nothing gets so bad,
A whisper from your father couldn't fix it.
Your whisper's like a bridge, he's a river span.

Take all that you have,
And turn it into something you were missing.
Somebody threw that brick, shattered all your plans.

Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah, yeah. (Oh.)
Yeah.

Time to get the seeds into the cold ground.
It takes a while to grow anything,
Before it's coming to the end, yeah.

Before you put my body in the cold ground,
Take some time to warm it with your hand,
Before it's coming to an end, yeah.

It's coming to an end, yeah.
It's coming to an end, yeah.

Do you miss the blend,
Colors she left in your black and white field?
Do you feel condemned just being there?

I am not your friend.
I am just a man who knows how to feel.

I am not your friend.
I'm not your lover.
I'm not your family.

Yeah. Yeah.
Yeah, yeah. (Oh.)
Yeah.

Time to get the seeds into the cold ground.
It takes a while to grow anything,
Before it's coming to the end, yeah.